Monday, July 7, 2008

GETTING MY HOUSE IN ORDER

Goodmorning,
The mold mitigation is complete and this morning, I am putting my house back in order. Yes, this is a physical reorder of my physical house but is it also a spiritual reorder? I am aware that I have collected junk, in this house, and this has been a wonderful opportunity to "clean house". During this process, I have thought often that I am opening the way for a new spiritual - life - experience. Yes, out with the old ... but what the new is to be, I am unsure. I have believed that I had "to know" in order to attract. That is what I have heard and studied. The fact that I do not know keeps me frustrated. I am now opening myself to allowing the Universe to show me what will be. It is OK either way but I just want to know which is the case. I am becoming, somewhat, OK with uncertainty and feel I could truly embrace this if I thought it was productive. By productive I mean fulfilling or intriguing. I am not clear what I mean, actually. I seem to be OK with whatever comes - whatever direction life presents. I have held that belief that I had to have clarity in order to attract. I am still not sure if I hold that belief.
For now, I am in a good spot and grateful that my "house is in order".
Peace to the world